Elated Exhaustion

I guess it's time for an update. As I sit here, I am officially tired. I haven't quite figured out if I'm supposed to be asleep right now or not. I don't think I am, but tell that to my body, haha. The past few weeks have been an absolute blur/flurry of activity/I have no idea where the time has gone. At the same time, I feel I've been extremely productive concerning my mission here, so there's a sense of joy along with my exhaustion.

In the past few weeks:

I have been moved to day shift (hence why I'm tired) and have not quite figured out a legitimate sleeping pattern. I guess it's somewhere along the lines of: sleep when tired unless unable because I'm at work. I must say to step-pappy, though, I finally understand going to bed at 2000.

We had the September 11th Prayer Luncheon. I collected photos off the internet, the Chaplain had them blown up, and I mounted and put the finishing touches on the blown up pix. I can't say I was fully awake for the luncheon since it was noonish and I was still on night shift then, but it went well and I received my first coin from the Chaplain that I assisted, which really touched me.

I have been asked by the Chaplain to basically do the same thing for Veteran's Day that I did for September 11th, so I've been working on that as well.

I now do the hospital visits. I went with Jerry the first week and he showed me around. The next week, aka the first week I had to go by myself, I had myself pretty worked up about having to go by myself - nervous about how I would handle anyone that I came into contact with that had severe physical trauma or severe mental wounds that needed to talk. Thus far I have encountered neither. The more I ponder it, the more I think it will be similar to the first suicide prevention case I ever did - Thanksgiving Day 2007. I handled it, finished my shift, went back to my CHU, and bawled my eyes out. At least, I hope I can hold out that long. What I have encountered on the hospital visits I was so dreading are people bored out of their minds who really appreciate my being there and really want to chat because of said boredom. The first time I was there I was late picking up Steve for his shift because my watch is no longer working and I got carried away talking for over 2 hours (I know, I know... say it isn't so, right, haha).

We have worked the waterpoint for... I believe... 3 runs thus far, with 2 more on the way!

We're trying to coordinate for Halloween activities...including dressing up and working at a haunted house, having a drive-in movie double feature, and... ok, I think there's something else, but I can't remember right now (sleep deprived, remember).

We have begun experimenting with bread. We made peach bread the other night and have some ideas for improvement. I believe banana bread is next on the experimental bread list.

Something happened to the water some of the men have been drinking. It has made them bold, and I wish they'd stop.

I have realized I don't really mention the people I interact with on a day to day basis, which is mostly because I'm pretty sure I'll leave some out who should absolutely be added. There are some people that are or were (or should be) regulars in our office, so shout-out to Ardel, D, Dave, Elena, Gilbert, Holko, Jay, Jess, Lopez, and SSG Pashia... who am I kidding, just add almost all of SF! I'm sure there are people I'm leaving out, so sorry! These guys (and girls) are in to chat a lot, and I love hanging out with them! While I'm doing shout-outs, we have an amazing chapter that supports us by sending supplies for our canteen just about every week. Thanks!

In follow up to my last update, that week of weather was insane. We had white dust storms, yellow dust storms, red dust storms, black dust storms, orange dust storms, walls of dust attacking the COB, rain, mud, hot temps, and cold temps (and by cold I mean nearing 80). The weather here is never predictable and is rarely pleasant too many days in a row, but that was a truly bad week weather-wise.

I also realize that I haven't really networked here... if anyone is looking to donate something, troop donations are an excellent idea (or I think so, at least). Phone cards are an amazing morale booster. If you want to send some over, or want to get your school, church etc involved somehow, just leave a message here and I can get you our address here so we can pass them out. For ordering information, you can go to aafes.com as well. If there's something else that you'd like to donate, again, message me and we'll chat. Thanks everyone!

Acronym Finder
SF- Security Forces - the cops 'round these here parts
SSG - Army Staff Sergeant, E6 type

Sorry it's been so long... I have been working on it, though!

28AUG08
 
This week has been pretty rough. There are some days where you just want to call home and tell everyone not to get in a vehicle because everyone is dying in car or motorcycle accidents and other days when pneumonia is the leading cause of death of everyone. Sometimes babies die; sometimes soldiers cry. You might receive a message for someone you talk to all the time… praying as you dial that the person does not pick up the phone to receive his/her personally devastating news. It's just one of those weeks. It's not pretty, but we signed up for it. Just pile all the crappy messages together with lack of sleep, and you've got me!
 
I don't want anyone to get the impression that I'm upset (or depressed or whatever) about being here. Having some down days comes with the territory of dealing with death and dying as a job. I still love my job; I still love it here. Sometimes it's just easier to write about a couple bad things that stick out than a whole lot of little good things that just normally happen every day.
 
Let's see. More news.
 
I had my first real bout of sickness from DFAC food since I've been here. It was unpleasant, and we'll leave it at that. Trust me.
 
At first, I thought my skin and I would be fine out here in the desert. After over a month, I'm finally feeling the effects of the desert climate: dry skin. It makes you so itchy, but if you scratch too much you break skin because it's stretched thin. Hydrate, hydrate, hydrate. Lotion, lotion, lotion. Fun, fun, fun.
 
I had a girl day (a couple of hours when I dressed – only in my CHU, mind you – in civilian clothes and did my hair) to remind myself that, despite the perpetual wearing of camouflage, I am, in fact, still a girl! What I wouldn't give for a good pair of pretty heels out here in the desert!! Ok, in honesty, that's totally impractical and I'd probably have two broken ankles or 15 blisters (or all of the above) in about five minutes. Scratch the heels.
 
Jerry had this great idea for a combat bicycle race, so that's what our Saturday morning is going to consist of: starting at 0415 we get to come together, get food and water ready, register people, take pictures (and/or video if we can get it approved), and watch people hop on their bikes with their flak vests and Kevlar helmets and ride 4k over sand and rock. It should be interesting!!
 
I am kind of heading up decorations at a September 11 Prayer Luncheon to which I am looking forward.
 
I guess that's all for now, so I'll practice my new lingo: Deuces!
 
 
08SEP08
 
Currently it's 1515, and I'm sitting awake in my CHU. I guarantee you, this rarely happens (since this is directly in the middle of my sleep), and by rarely I mean maybe three times since I've been here. We are, however, in the midst of the most severe dust storm I have ever witnessed. I originally thought it was raining outside because… well, it sounds like rain hitting the roof. Since my window is blacked out (day sleeper), I walked to the common area where the window is covered, but not blacked. Everything seemed to have an orange-ish hue. It still didn't register (in my defense, I had just rudely been awakened). So, I cracked the door.
 
Can't see (eyes refuse to focus properly when there's bright light and one first wakes up)! Sniff. Close the door. Try to wake the eyes up. Crack the door again. Everything is orange. I have never seen anything so orange in my life, but it's not a normal hue of orange. It's more red-orange, almost like a fire glowing near the embers. It's unbelievable. Shut the door. It smells. Get the camera (the crappy one for just these times). Crack the door. Take a picture. Crap! Flash! (The flash in a dust storm will highlight the 15 million particles DIRECTLY in front of the camera but will basically not be useful otherwise; however, there is still an orange glow in the picture). Shut the door. Wait for the camera to take its time being ready to snap another. Turn the flash off. Steady the hands. Orange picture extraordinaire. Close the door.
 
It's beautiful, really… in a disgusting, smelly, dirty way. I walked back into my room and turned off the air conditioner. It really can have no positive effect right now. Even with the few minutes since the storm has started, I can already smell the dust in my room from the a/c and see a bit of a haze. Hopefully most of that will be avoided once it's completely off. I sit down on my bed and decide to write this blog. The CHU is shaking with the force of the wind. It still sounds like there is rain pouring down in different levels of intensity: sometimes loudly and without interruption, sometimes just a few spurts in a minute. After 20 minutes it seems to have calmed down. There is no shaking; there is no "raining". There is still, always, perpetually, the smell.
 
Time to go take out the contacts and try to get some more sleep.
 
…10 minutes later…
 
I stand corrected. I just opened my door and realized that there was no more orange hue from the outside world. Naturally this piques my curiosity and I crack the door. There is no orange, there is no dust smell (why it's still in my room, I'm unsure). There is, however, the smell of a springtime rain storm having just passed (not your typical scent in the desert, I assure you). I swing wide the door to explore further, and yes, it must be true: it just rained. I hesitantly tap the toe of my socked foot on the step – dry as bone. In the ten minutes since the storm passed, the natural heat has also dried everything. I step fully onto the step and with my eyes explore my surroundings. First I look at my bike seat, which would normally be covered with a thin layer of dust (or thick layer depending on the dust storm status). It has large mud droplets on it. The steps' railing is the same. I look at the CHU across from mine: covered with mud
splatters. The only wet evidence lies in the fact that the dust is unusually darker than it usually appears – surefire evidence of rain… if you're in the States. Apparently it rains orange mud in Iraq, completely unlike any rain I have ever seen.
 
I think one of the most puzzling things about this experience is that there is very little shelter once the common area door is opened, which I opened a few times to snap some photos. Never did I feel the semblance of any type of moisture, despite the whipping wind and lack of overhanging shelter. Chalk another one up to new experiences in Iraq – raining mud.
 
And I had already put on my glasses. Bummer. Now, sleep.

The Perks and Pitfalls of Working for the Red Cross in Iraq

8 AUG 08
Today, for the first time on Speicher, I was deliberately saluted when there was full knowledge of the fact that I am not someone it is necessary to salute (every so often we get the "I'm not sure what rank you are, but you're shiny, so I'll half salute until I realize that you're Red Cross" salute). I don't know about anyone else, but a voluntary salute is just a big huge, "I respect you; thank you for what you do to support us". It's a warm and fuzzy feeling to know that we really do make a difference for the good of service members. It kind of makes me wonder: did we help you or someone you know, or is it simply the knowledge of what we do that earns your respect? We may not be out there physically fighting the war, but by golly, we'll try to support you in whatever way we can so you can go fight that war.

On the other hand, the reason I was even by those particular servicemen was because there's going to be a power outage in our building Saturday and we're not sure if we're hooked up to the emergency generator, so we may have to go to a different building in order to be able to do our work at all. Sigh. The good definitely outweighs the bad, though.

My bike is also now in working order (thank you, Dave). I've had a good little time trekking over the gravel and pot-holed roads trying to break myself in to bike riding again. We (the bike and I) have only been fully operational for the past two days, so we're slowsly and surely getting used to each other. I'm confident that in no time at all we'll be racing all over base (or at least that parts onto which we're allowed, haha).

9 AUG 08
Ah, just another day of good Red Cross vibes. Today we got a call from a young soldier who was in Kuwait trying to get home to take care of his kids. Somehow he traveled the whole way from northern Iraq to Kuwait and manifested on a flight to the States without a very vital part of leaving theatre: his release from theatre orders. So, what does someone with no unit phone numbers who is supposed to be a role call in a couple hours do? Why, call the Red Cross, of course. Basically, he couldn't call his unit, even when we got the phone number for him, and no one (not us or his unit) could call him (crazy Kuwait phones). We had his brigade on one phone and him on the other while we arranged for all his paperwork to be emailed to him. He was incredibly grateful; there was an audible sigh of relief from the other end of the phone.

18 AUG 08
The other morning, for whatever reason, I was extremely motivated to clean my room. Those of you who know me know that when the mood strikes, it's practically a blow...but it doesn't strike often. I spent around 4-5 hours cleaning my room (which is not very big) - literally from top to bottom. I was completely unaware that dust could collect thickly on a wall. To me, dust falls and sticks to horizontal surfaces and floors etc. No, no, ladies and gents - not in Iraq! Not only does it do that, but it also congregates on the walls as well. My sponge and I attacked with fervor until my room was as close to spotless as Iraq deems possible. I took the well-intentioned advice of a friend who said to pour water on the OUTSIDE of our air conditioning unit a little too far. I poured water on the outside unit AND the inside unit. All I can claim is sleep deprivation or stupidity.

Around 1100 hours (well past my bedtime, might I note), right when Iraq is starting into the 110s or 120s, I tried to turn my AC on. No luck. Our air conditioners are such that you must operate them with a remote control. If something happens to the remote or it's lost, you're stuck with your current setting indefinitely.My remote worked; however, I could get my AC to do nothing. It wouldn't beep (its usual groan of operation), it wouldn't move - nothing. I decided that I would attempt to bear the heat and get some sleep (with my only other option being to ride my bike or walk a mile up the road - in the direct sunlight - to put in a work order to maybe get it fixed that day, maybe not). After all, I don't have AC in the States. Yeah, right. That worked pretty well (with the accompaniment of a small fan and a squirt bottle) for a couple of hours. About 1330 I woke up and could not go back to sleep for the life of me (the fan and bottle trick no longer
worked). Finally, I decided to check out the breaker box in the common area, an idea I had formerly shunned because I figured opening my door would let in more heat. I flipped the breaker. The glorious chime of the AC unit coming to life was my instantaneous and fleeting reward.

While the unit had turned on, there was a flashing green light: a sign of some internal mechanical protest. The remote refused to communicate with the unit despite my initially gentle prodding. I tried resetting the remote. I tried pushing all the buttons. I tried pushing them all with a little more fervor, and finally, I will admit, I pounded them pretty hard. Alas, t'was to no avail. With no other hope (and no toolbox), I pulled out my knife determined to MAKE the unit listen to me. In true Godfather style, I gave it an offer it couldn't refuse. (Ok, in honesty, I pulled the cover off and found a reset button which turned it on - but doesn't the Godfather sound better?) For some reason the remote still didn't work, but I was NOT complaining. Miraculously, when I woke up that night, the remote also worked.

A couple of helicopters just flew overhead shaking the whole CHU, a much less frequent occasion than that to which I was accustomed in Baghdad, I must say.

New News? No...

What I've learned thus far on deployment:
-Contacts and dust storms are a bad idea. There is a reason they make you bring 2 sets of glasses. In my defense, however, the one BIG dust storm we've had since I've been here started after I was already out of the CHU for the night. Yep, that's right. They seem to happen mostly at night. Perhaps this is only because I work at night, so I don't really see what goes on during the day… but I'm going to say it's because they happen mostly at night. The great thing about dust storms: it's hot. You have a choice. If you're going to be inside, you can turn off the AC and deal more with the heat and less with the dust or you can leave the AC on and just breathe in a pound of dust. And yes, once again, these are dust storms, not sand storms. What we see here is not really sand – at least not sand like normally thought of—beachy sand. No, sir! Sandy dirt – same as Baghdad.
- Hydrate enough during a dust storm and you can skip chow cuz you just ate mud. Ok, this hasn't exactly been proved; it just seems to be the case to me.
-There is an ice cream truck on the COB. No, I have not seen it, but I heard about it at a very reliable meeting. Yep, and ice cream truck in 100-something degrees. Figure it out.
-Days fly by. It's unbelievable that it's August already! (OK, I didn't really learn this – I learned it on my last deployment)
-Thursday night is rib night, Friday night is Mexican night, Sunday night is steak night (in all honesty, midnight chow is different and I don't go to dinner chow so this is hearsay)
-People here really will look out for you, even if they try to brush it off or say they won't (jokingly)
-Water is not exciting. One can only drink so much…
-Speicher is called the Cupcake (or some other snack product) because there are so few attacks – ever.
-Making friends is super helpful to maintaining some semblance of sanity (haha)! Caveat for any/all work people reading this: no I'm not actually going insane, nor do I need an EAP consult.
-That I love Speicher. Interacting with people, whether service members or civilians of some sort, is something that I thoroughly enjoy.
-Perhaps I shouldn't blog when it's bedtime.

Headline News (hopefully CNN or whatever station doesn't have a patent on that name):
A friend of mine took me for a ride around the COB to "see the sights" or something like that. It was actually very interesting and informative. He is also a water plant inspector and a guard tower inspector in addition to his actual job, so he told me about how the wells are dug and what the water bottles are made out of and how the water is bottled. He also explained some things about the guard towers to me… such as how it's sometimes necessary to take a break halfway up when it's hot because the stairs just become overwhelming.
I bought a bike. Yep, I asked one of my friends to go with me to help me pick out a bike (a Bike Guru, as it were), and now I have a bike. Granted, I can't ride it yet, but the initial action is completed. Said Bike Guru is going to be adjusting it (handlebars, seat, etc) for me today so that I have the ability to ride it (ok, I just bought it yesterday… and I'm honestly not that tall…). I'll keep you updated as developments occur.
I started my own version of quilting. Ok, I'm just cutting squares (of very colorful fabric that I brought with me, might I add) and sewing the pieces together to make a pillowcase. I don't really know what quantifies quilting, so I'll just say I'm making a pillowcase… but it requires a needle, thread, and material. Thus far my little sewing kit has sufficed, amusing as that may be.

AND NOW: the answer to the question you've all asked: Is it really that hot over there?
Yes. Yes, it is. Is it as bad as the really humid hot that we can get in the States? Not to my thinking. I'll let you know more if I actually leave my bed during daylight hours.

Oh, the frustration (and other information)

Oh, the frustration!

Tonight is the perfect night (ok, not really) to tell you basically what I do in a night… and to vent some of my frustrations concerning what I do in a night.

Currently I work from 1900 to 0500, which I'm pretty sure is the busiest shift for casework. Essentially what I do is sit at a desk with three computer and two phones … and pray that I don't have to use all five at one time. Our NIPR computer holds our roster – the listing of all the units that are in deployed locations (in theatre, such as Iraq, Afghanistan, and Kuwait). Our SIPR computer sits and collects dust; we rarely use that one. The other computer, an MWR computer, is where our Dovetail system is. Dovetail is our new computer system for doing casework. Dovetail has its positives and negatives. It seems to work much better in CONUS, but then, what computer system doesn't? We can also use Dovetail on our NIPR computer, but I don't think any of us actually choose to do so. Phone number one is our DSN phone, also known as a NIPR phone (or sometimes a VOIP phone). Phone number two is our S-VOIP, also known as a SIPR or VOIP phone.

Now, I can tell you all this and if you've deployed before there's a good chance you'll understand what I'm saying. If you haven't, however, you'll probably be scratching your head right now. Let's backtrack a little. In order to deploy with the ARC, you have to have at least an interim Secret Security Clearance pending a completed clearance. Without that, you can't go. SIPR is the reason for this. SIPR is the secured internet network. NIPR is the unclassified, but still sensitive military network. All of our phone connections are via these networks, as well. The MWR computer is not on any kind of military network that blocks websites (hence why I am able to blog), but all actions can still be monitored, and Dovetail is on a secured website.

So, in a nutshell I sit all night. I look at one computer and review a case concerning a death, illness, birth, child care issue, leave extension, disaster, financial assistance, or some other verifiable emergency. I then look at the roster to find where to call based on the servicemember's address given in the message by the family (or on rare occasion, by the servicemember directly). I then put that information into the case and call the number on the roster using either the DSN or the S-VOIP phone (depending on the capabilities of the unit I'm calling). Then I do it all over again.

Now the frustrating part… Tonight was thus far our busiest night. We have been having issues with the S-VOIP phone for a few days now that are expected to last a couple more weeks. Sometimes the phones work; sometimes they don't. Sometimes calls drop in the middle of passing a message and sometimes you're able to get through a whole message without dropping the call. Dovetail decided to be finicky at times, and our DSN phones went down from… well, it started at 2300 and they're still down over 5 hours later. Being unable to call messages to units makes it extraordinarily difficult to do my job since that IS my job, hence the frustration of tonight. Oftentimes units have both an S-VOIP phone and a DSN phone, but a few units have only one or the other. And then, Stevie Ray and I laugh. What else is there to do?

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Per the request of my mother to explain a little more about the birthday parties and bread-baking…

Every other Saturday there is a birthday celebration. Anyone is welcome to come, no matter when your birthday actually comes around. We have decorations, hot dogs, snacks, a birthday cake, a game or two, singing and blowing out candles, and general fun birthday mayhem for everyone involved. For those people whose birthdays legitimately fall in that month, there is a free mug or water bottle, a free gift bag, and a phone card/AAFES (PX) gift card drawing for someone… depending on the resources that the ARC has at the time. All in all it lasts about an hour or so.

Wednesdays and Fridays are bread nights. We here at Red Cross CANNOT forget bread night. We will be reminded. Profusely. There is a bread machine in our canteen. Mary starts it at 1700 – puts the water, mix, and yeast in the machine, pushes the button, and three hours later I take out a hot loaf of freshly baked bread (Hawaiian sweet bread seems to be a favorite), cut it, and serve. It usually lasts all of 15 minutes before it has been gobbled. The scent wafts through our building and is, in general, a great way to attract people from all over. We are in the process of securing an additional bread machine and mixes to possibly do additional bread times (caveat: I am not asking anyone to donate anything! If you would like to send something, post a comment or email me and I will pass your request on to the right people).

Any more questions, just let me know!

Alright, here goes with the update. There are a couple points of interest:

#1 Steve Urkel. Allow me to explain. In the military, there are not sizes for everyone. Last time, per the recommendation of a team leader, I got a pant size that was slightly tighter than I would have liked... but they worked very well throughout my deployment. This time, per the recommendation of everyone, I went the size bigger so that clothes weren't tight in the heat. Mistake. Yep, in order to keep my pants ON, I practically have to hike them up to my neck, hence, Steve Urkel. Ah, the lessons learned.

#2 Critters. Thus far I have seen some weird cat looking thing, multiple lizards, what I believe is a sand fly, and a spider that was entirely too large for my liking. No, it wasn't a camel spider; it was relatively normal sized. It was, however, in my office, which is totally unacceptable. It also is not dead, which is even more unacceptable. The lizards, which I can deal nicely with during the day, have the tendency to freak me out a little at night (which is, of course, when I'm awake). I have no particular issue with lizards, but all I generally see is something scurrying out of the corner of my eye, which naturally makes me think of spiders. Not a fan.

#3 Howling bean poachers. I work nights with Stevie Ray. When you do this job (especially on night shift, I think), you have to develop a certain brand of humor- i.e. strange things will amuse you. Last night I showed Stevie Ray what the Silent Coyote was (similar to the "rock on" hand gesture, the Silent Coyote requires the pads of the thumb, middle, and ring fingers to be pressed together while straightening the pointer and pinky fingers) and he promptly started howling. That's right. In the middle of the office, about midnight (unfortunately, there was not a full moon) the Red Cross workers start howling. Ok, not all of us; I was laughing hysterically.

Non-deployed caseworkers might not understand this part, but some of you will. I was explaining to Stevie Ray (later on the night of the howling incident) how subcases were explained to us in training - beans. You want to get your beans so the bean counter (Jesse Cowart or whoever else keeps record of how many cases we do) knows how hard you've been working. Sometimes beans are just itty bitty beans, and sometimes you get a lima bean or larger (depending on how hard you work locating a servicemember etc). Today Steve referred to stations that give themselves an Emergency Communications subcase without actually delivering the emergency communication (a no-no) as poachers. Yep, we have bean poachers here in Tikrit.

#4 The CHU. I finally finished (mostly) cleaning and unpacking my room. Whenever I go to sleep at night (my night, actually morning), I can actually feel the dust I'm inhaling as the air conditioner blows right on my bed. Therefore, I decided to attempt to clean out said air conditioner. I successfully knocked the dust off of it so that there was dust about an inch thick on my desk (pictures to come). I think my air conditioner is colder now... or maybe I just got colder last night for some reason. I'm going to blame the air conditioner, though.

#5 Sickness. One of our teammates was diagnosed with walking pneumonia today. Hopefully he'll be feeling better soon!

Ok, finally some information!

Oh my goodness! What a trip! Let's see; where do I start? Well, as previously posted, I've finally made it to Tikrit – almost a week after leaving Fort Benning.

Benning: We left and flew to IRELAND!! Exciting! 55 degrees. Not exciting. And we're going to Iraq… approximately hot # of degrees? That's right. Maybe they could have thought that one out a little better, haha. Anyways, Ireland was BEAUTIFUL! I'll definitely be going back sometime when I can see more than an airport and what little countryside one can see out an airplane window.

Kuwait: Our team was space blocked (reserved, kind of) for the day BEFORE we actually got there, so we "missed" our flight. We scheduled another flight… and another… and slowly watched as the rest of our teams left Kuwait. Yep, we were the last team in Kuwait. Finally, we were about to leave! We got on the plane. The plan (which I did not come up with) was to make one stop before heading to Tikrit. Now, I'm BIG on timing these things so I can help out the next teams going through. Three hours and 36 minutes later… we were back in Kuwait. There were sandstorms so we couldn't land. Bummer! We ended up flying out that same night (or morning, I guess), so there were about two days of no (or very little) sleep trying to get the Bagram team out and finishing up Kuwait business and getting to Tikrit (which took an hour and 29 minutes, by the way).

Tikrit: We got here and were greeted by the current team leader. We went to a DFAC (which was the smallest "DFAC" I've ever seen) and had breakfast… then off to the CHUs to get a little sleep before I started my shift at 1700 with Carol. We took a driving tour of the highlights of the COB (laundry, post office, PX, office, DFAC) and then went into the office and got a tour of that whole building. Needless to say (I think) my brain was entirely overloaded and I couldn't even remember where the bathroom was! Don't worry, I was re-shown the way. Basically, since then there have been a couple more driving tours to try to really figure out where everything is; the divvying out of different roles such as who will be making the bread, who will be throwing the birthday parties, and who will be visiting the CSH; and, of course, casework! The team we replaced is still here. I feel so bad for them because they have now gotten bumped off of a flight that
was already later than they wanted to fly, and there are sandstorms in the forecast so they may not get out for awhile yet.

Jerry started doing CSH visits. He feels pretty comfortable there since he was a combat medic in the Army until he retired last year. The first watching of the bread baking was today so that Mary and I can do it next time, and the first birthday party that Stevie Ray and I are "running" was today and seemed to be a success. Also, there is foot traffic in the office all the time! I'm loving it!

CHU: Compartmentalized Housing Unit
COB: Contingent Operating Base (i.e. we're on COB Speicher aka Tikrit)
CSH: Combat Support Hospital
DFAC: Dining Facility
PX: Post Exchange (where you buy all your stuff)

Tikrit!

So, I'm finally in Tikrit! More about that later... perhaps once I've actual settled in I'll relay a little more information. It took awhile to get here from Kuwait, but now we're here! The outgoing team will probably be leaving sometime shortly, but they most likely won't make it out with the other Iraqi teams. I guess we took too long in Kuwait. Lovely sandstorms! More later!

Kuwait

I'm in Kuwait... waiting and waiting to fly out of Kuwait. But... I'm here safe! Sorry for the delay, but I've been hoping that by keeping close to the tent in which we manifest I would, in fact, get an earlier flight. Yes, this has been to no avail thus far. Oh well.

I will update more on traveling etc once I get into my real area... whenever that is!

So, Fort Benning is almost over... here's my address in Tikrit:

American Red Cross
Attn: Brittany Reynolds
COB Speicher
APO AE 09393

Welcome to Fort Benning!

So, I'm in Fort Benning. Right now everyone else that's going to Iraq (Baghdad, Tikrit, and Balad), Afghanistan, and Kuwait (our 5 deployment locations) are in training... they have been for about 7 hours and will be for another 5 hours... it's one of the rough days. Fortunately for me, since I deployed within the past 12 months, I don't have to do this training again... another perk to deployments only being 4.5 months long and being able to go twice in a year. Thus far my previous training has sufficed a few times, for which I am infinitely grateful.

Friday: arrival, billeting... and then nothing.

Saturday: briefings/CBT

Sunday: briefings/additional CBT`

Monday: Med-Shed

Tuesday: SRP and CIF

Wednesday: TSIRT training

Acronyms and other bits for inquiry
CBT - computer based training
CIF - central issue facility (where we get all of our gear)
JAG - no idea what this stands for, but they're the legal side of the military... go here for powers of attorney and/or wills
Med-Shed - kind of self-explanatory - we have to be medically cleared in order to be able to go into theatre
SRP - soldier readiness processing (a whole bunch of different stations... ID cards, chaplain, JAG)
TSIRT - theatre specific individual readiness training... basically it's a big white tent in which we're briefed. a lot.

A blog? Why?

So, I've decided to create a blog in the hopes that I will be able to keep more people updated on my life instead of using all of my time to respond to emails. Perhaps this will answer some of your questions (plus my employer strongly encouraged me to do a blog).

And now... a little background...

I work for the Service to the Armed Forces (SAF) department of the American Red Cross (ARC) as an Assistant Station Manager (ASM). No, I cannot take your blood. No, I can't teach you CPR or first aid. No, I do not have contact with prisoners of war. No, I am not the one who determines if the military is treating detainees humanely. I can probably tell you where to find out all that information. My primary base of knowledge lies solely with the ARC as it pertains to communications within the United States military. Confused? Allow me to explain a bit more.

Technically what I do is called emergency communication messaging. Basically, someone (either the servicemember or a member of his/her family or friends) begins an EMERGENCY message for a servicemember by calling the ARC. This generally happens due to severe illness, death, and birth of immediate family members. It is verified BY LEGITIMATE VERIFYING OFFICIALS in the USA and then it is shipped to myself and my co-workers in Iraq (and many other places, I'm just going on my experience here). We then take those messages and pass them on to said servicemember's command or the servicemember him/herself. Yes, we have been called the Angels of Death... but someone has to do it. This allows the military time to focus on its primary mission - which is not dealing with what's going on at home. We weed out the emergencies from the non-emergencies and do all of the verification so the military doesn't have to do so.

I began training for this job in OCT2007, deployed NOV2007, and returned MAR2008. I absolutely loved being there.... so I requested to return and now I'm going back. This chronicles my life...